Lately it seems like everything I do is leading up to something wrong, something big, bad, and scary coming up soon. So I wake up, I go to the mirror and I practice saying goodbye. It's a sad, sad thing to do but I don't want you to pick up on that, I don't want you to see the tears in my eyes every time you say "see ya later" because I don't know if I will see you again and I don't have the heart to tell you that. Lately it seems like someone is about to leave and be gone for good so I practice saying goodbye so whoever it is doesn't hear the sound of a shattering heart as we embrace each other for the final time. I know it sounds sad, but please don't worry, it's just me probably overreacting.
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