2:04 am June 10, 2012 (A reflection)

As I lie awake staring at the clock

flashing 2:04 am in fluorescent blue

and a calendar gone untouched since

June 10, 2012, yet months have passed.


I remember...


Rain pounding down on the awful roof,

wind slamming into the already cracked window,

even all the blankets around did  no good.


Your words- that one phone call replays

in my mind, so do my actions with each

of my sobs, our whispers, your laughs.


The weather now the same

the soft Valentine rabbit clutched tight.


One single answer

haunts me more than anything else

Damn, I miss you...

God, I hate myself...


I'm probably not going to sleep

cause I'm mesmerized by the

florescent blue flashes of 2:04 am

and all the whispers of June 10, 2012...


I wanted to say yes...